Some days

Some days are simply not meant to be; today was a damn good example of that. Starting from a tutor who's incredibly nice, willing to teach (rarity here). But he's got no time, and clinics were pretty much a waste of time, despite his best efforts. Post lecture, soccer which I've been looking forward to for more than a week simply fizzled out, with only 5 ppl. I know u can't blame anyone, but it's still enough to drive a man to murder when this kind of crap still happens here in the age of handphones. Even my usual perk, a long run, failed miserably. Whether due to heat, the nose, simple weakness or fate, the run fizzled out disappointingly. One massive argument here at home was the icing on the cake to a totally f-ed up day.

And yet, even as I prepare to whine my ass off, I'm reminded that there are those facing worse trials, those with more serious problems. To all those who gave me that reminder, thank you. I needed it.

The way things are running around here is simply not sustainable. This far u've used emotional blackmail to keep things giong, but u simply dont see that your time is far gone by, and these antics are simply unbecoming. But then again, since when has logic ever played any part in what goes on. All i can say is that with today, I've had enough of the bullshit and hypocrisy, enough of watching the only innocent person in this house suffer like she has for the past 22 years. The next time this happens, there will be another uproar, more arguments. Get used to it.

Is there any point in blaming people for taking too much when you offer too much too easily? Looks like I haven't learnt the lesson of the generation above me, whatever I might want to think. Please don't disappoint me...

Replies:
Clare: A worthy point of view indeed. U sure u want this kind of pock tuition? Dun blame me if the tester laughs at u later hahaha...
Ouyang: Yeah it wasn't easy, but I survived the food n company :P Nah my patience is all an act lah. Just dun wanna be thrown in IMH or whatever haha. Truly grateful for thoes friends tho, damaged or whole
Neela: Like I said, truly grateful for that =) thanks!
bang: Yeah agree. The only good thing coming out of this is the soon to be meetup. Let's be grateful for that at least...

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