Anger management

I have just spent the WHOLE damn day today listening to one champ whine about his lack of a love life, and what he should have done. How he should have accepted one of the numerous gals throwing themselves at his feet, though his heart obviously lies elsewhere. And how thereafter once he's feeling secure and confident, dump her and carry on. I've tried to be patient, I've tried to be understanding of your pain. But my friend, I've been on the receiving end of this kind of sentiments (in friendships, not in love) enough to tell you that's a F#%@-ed up attitude to have. I hope, for both our sakes, that's just ur depression talking and not you; cos otherwise I've not been friends with you all this time, I've been friends with an image. Not a pleasant thought.

But i have to agree on one point you raised, that in love, somehow the person who tries to do the honourable thing, somehow seems to have ended up on the losing end. I know it's a tiny sample size, but it makes it hard for me to throw this back in your face. For what it's worth, ur actions have been worthy so far, and for that I respect you (are u even reading this? I doubt it). What the hell. I like to think of myself as a patient person, but today has managed to test my limits. There's only so much crap that 1 person can take from various different sources, there's only so much that I have to give. At the least give me a couple days to recharge my reservoir... And the best part is that studies are still buried somewhere, yet to be dealt with.

It's a good thing tmrw is a Sunday. One which is probably gonna be spent at home, regardless of how much studying gets done; or lack thereof.

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Arch: London and paris. We only have a couple of weeks lah, not much time to see more places...
Clare: It was my pleasure :) Fantastic match, well worth watching!! There shall be more of that, coming right up heh...

"Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret."

-Ambrose Bierce